Anggun C. Sasmi overcame initial reservations to become a judge on X
Factor Indonesia. The mother-of-one finds that mentoring the hopefuls
and taking them under her wing requires its own form of parenting.
Since
its debut earlier this year, X Factor Indonesia has enjoyed phenomenal
success. Part of the attraction for viewers is the show’s fresh take on
the usual talent contests aired in Indonesia, along with the bevy of
mostly Gen Y singing talents who have quickly become household names and
earned social media cred.
There is also the mix of
personalities of the judges – level-headed singer Anggun C. Sasmi,
happy-go-lucky crooner Rossa, shoot-from-the-hip musician Ahmad Dhani
and cool, calm and collected singer-songwriter Bebi Romeo – and the
often humorous, occasionally barbed repartee as they go to bat for their
charges.
Anggun, who turns 39 on April 29, admits she was
reluctant to accept the producer’s offer for the show. Herself a music
business prodigy, she knows what it’s like to be a performer in the
harsh glare of the spotlight and subject to criticism (she shrugs off
her lowly finish in the 2012 Eurovision Song Contest, representing her
adopted homeland of France, as having a lot to do with the notorious
political allegiances at play in the Europe-wide contest).
“I
didn’t want to judge other singers. But the difference is that I am
mentoring, I’m not just sitting there saying, ‘you’re no good’,” she
says of why she took up the offer.
“To me, that is much
healthier, because you’re really involved with them. They’re like my
younger brothers — we went to see a movie together, I give them vitamin
C, I genuinely care for them.”
She has left her husband, writer
Cyril Montana, and her daughter, Kirana, 5, at their Paris home during
the run of the show, scheduled through mid-May. She describes mentoring
as a round-the-clock, emotionally and physically consuming job, from
picking songs, the performance outfits, to making sure her proteges are
in good spirits so everything goes right on the night.
“I
breathe X Factor but then maybe I’m taking this way too seriously. I’m a
bit of a Jewish mother, which I guess sounds strange from a Muslim,”
she chuckles.
In her balanced comments about performances, she refers to the advice
of her late father, the writer Darto Singo, to always be careful in what
she says, weigh the ramifications of her words and accentuate the
positive.
Sending performers home is tough, she said. Each is
good in his or her own way, and courageous to face criticism (her own
singer, Gede Bagus, was eliminated on Friday night).
“I told him
to remember that he was watched by millions of people every week, and
this is his stepping stone,” she said of her parting words to contestant
Agus Hafiluddin.
“As mentors, we can only go so far with them — it’s up to them how far they want to go.”
Anggun
herself was willing to step out of her comfort zone to develop her
talents. She left a successful career as an edgy teenage “lady rocker” —
“it seemed like a good idea for the time, now maybe not so much,” she
laughs — to go abroad at age 20, eventually settling in Paris, learning
French and dealing with rejection before landing a record contract.
Sacrifice
and hard work paid off. Anggun scored an international hit with the
haunting Snow on the Sahara in 1997, followed by several other albums (a
best-of album, Design of a Decade 2003-2013, is set for release in
May). The naturalized French citizen has been embraced by the French
populace as one of their own; she is also active in various causes for
UN agencies.
In her birthplace, X Factor Indonesia is also
bringing her to the attention of a new generation of Indonesians, the
Mikha Angelos and Fatin Shidqia Lubis of the show, who did not grow up
with the beret-wearing teen with the powerful vocals.
Still, she
admits her relationship with her birthplace is a complicated one. She
terms changing her citizenship an “administrative change”, a
practicality in living abroad and marrying a Frenchman, as well as the
hassle entailed in securing visas for almost all destinations on an
Indonesian passport.
It’s tiring having to justify to some people that she herself didn’t change when she changed her passport. And hurtful, too.
“I
feel like a stranger here,” she says, an unusually blunt statement from
the usually amiable Anggun. “They will never forgive me for changing my
citizenship.”
She tells of some local journalists insisting on
speaking English to her, as though she may have somehow forgotten
Indonesian (“if that’s how they feel, then they really should speak
French to me”). In a cringe-inducing moment, one TV interviewer asked
her if she still ate rice.
It’s true that scrolling through
YouTube comments about X Factor brings a few snide entries about her
citizenship. But there are also many posters who express pride in her
talent and international success.
“Those are the people who
think, who have been abroad and read,” she says, pausing to weigh her
words. “Or maybe I am being harsh on myself. We tend to believe the
worst critics, and the things that hurt us the most.”
She
confesses to exhibiting contrasting reactions to criticism; the
Indonesian in her cares what people think, the European is willing to
dismiss their words as having no direct bearing on her life.
“The
color of my passport doesn’t change my childhood or my blood. Maybe
these [the critics] are people who when they go abroad feel they will
have to change themselves. That’s not me […] But I know that the people
who love me, love me.”
One of them is Kirana, who has made a
brief visit to her mother in Jakarta before they vacation at the
family’s villa in Bali. She credits having her daughter for changing her
life and her priorities — an important factor in her own happiness.
“I’m extremely happy. Now, if I was 39 and not a mother, then that would be a problem — that’s very Asian of me,” she says.
She
will turn 40 in 2014, that major, often feared milestone for many. She
looks remarkably youthful on this day, wearing a T-shirt, sans makeup
and sipping jasmine tea, contentedly keeping an eye on Kirana as she
plays with a new friend.
“When you are at peace with yourself,
you don’t look your age. And good genes and a good plastic surgeon also
would help,” she laughs.
Link :
http://www.thejakartapost.com/news/2013/04/07/anggun-c-sasmi-the-happiness-factor.html